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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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8:40 pm - Final entry
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Through the many painful experiences in my life (physical, emotional and mental), I have learned that success in life is not at all determined by your victories. It is determined by what you do after your defeats. Do you throw in the towel and give up? Or do you fight on, with bigger and greater determination? That determines your life.
I recall during my fighting years.... my last fight. It was the last physical fight I have ever gotten into. The guy outweighed me by at least 50 pounds and was about 6 inches taller than me. I knew, going into the fight, that I would lose. He was built like solid rock. But I fought anyway. I gave it my all. After three bruised ribs and a cracked elbow, I continued fighting (and managed to break his nose). It was only after being hit three consecutive times in the head that I fell unconscious and suffered a concussion. In the hospital, my trainer, the guy who berated me and put me through physical hell for that tournament said this to me, which I will remember always "You have the heart of a lion, and the strength of ten! You may have lost that fight, but better to lose than back down." The heart of a lion and the strength of ten. I always think of that when I am at my lowest point. I may not be the handsome guy, or the popular guy or even the smart guy, but I am tough and I have learned THAT is what matters. At the end of November, ironically enough, he called me to get back into the ring, but I thankfully decided to choose a different, more fulfulling route.
Never back down, never give up. If you are down, get right back up and go another round. A lot of what I have learned during those years of fighting apply to my life. I've been through plenty of disappointments, plenty of heartaches, but also a lot of joy and happiness. I have learned that you have to keep going no matter what.
I have found out a lot about myself these past couple of weeks. A full realization of my strengths and my weaknesses, what needs to be improved, what should be worked on, etc. I have met many of wonderful people who have helped me along the way and I hope to continue to do so.
This is my final entry into this journal. If you want to stay in touch with me, feel free to do so. Its certainly been an interesting ride, but I think I need to change up the tracks. Take care.
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| Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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6:15 pm - WARNING
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If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned. end transmission.
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| Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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11:44 pm - Wow.
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Its been great. I've discovered my guardian angel rides a motorcycle. Ultra-cool :)
2005 is here and everything is groovin'. I know that it will continue as such.
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| Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
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2:31 am - Where will you find love?
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Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary
story, you love to love, you believe you have
only one soul mate is waiting for you some
where in this world and you are sure you will
find them one day, and when you do you will
make them the happiest in the whole world.
Where will you find love?
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| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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12:46 pm - Positive Bleeding
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Urge Overkill!
Hey! Look around today.
Everything don't need to be the same.
Feel. I'm feelin, lonely people.
People just like me who go it alone.
I guess I'm gonna go it alone.
Now I live my life
remote controllin' my destiny
Yeah yeah. Yeah yeah.
I can bleed when I want to bleed.
So come on, come on
you can bleed when you want to bleed.
Want to bleed.
Bleeding.
Bleeding.
Hey! Look around today.
Everything don't need to be the same.
Feel. Feelin' lonely people.
People just like me who go it alone.
Cause baby I'm a rolling stone.
I live my life with no control in my destiny.
Yeah yeah. Yeah yeah.
I can bleed when I want to bleed.
So come on. Come on.
You can bleed when you want to bleed.
Yeah yeah, come on
everybody bleed when they want to bleed.
Come on and bleed.
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah.
I can bleed when I want to bleed.
Come on. Come on.
You can bleed when you want to bleed.
Yeah yeah come on
everybody bleed when they want to bleed.
Cause I can bleed when I want to bleed
You can bleed when you want to bleed.
current mood: Rock!
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| Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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10:33 am
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Great weekend.... I will write about it later. But, I have to give props to RubyJones for the funniest/most interesting links!
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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6:12 pm - They call me muffin ass.
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What an eventful day today! Work in the lab went great. I went over the data with Chris and he told me that the data is "very very interesting." I just need to continue along with some experiments and CHA-CHING, a publication in the works! We went over the data for the tissue punches and every seems to be in order. We are making some very very interesting findings.
I got a call from the Hellenic Medical Association. I think they are putting me in some papers, I do not know. I am pretty excited about the awards ceremony, which is this friday! I get to put on a suit and look all nice and handsome.
Yesterday, I spoke with one of Margarita's friends, Anastasia. Actually, I knew her before I met Margarita and I admit, we had been at odds (to say the least) at times. She is warming up to me. We have had a number of decent conversations and she asked about my short stories! I can't believe it that this girl remembers my writing! I have shelved many of these stories and I wasn't able to work on them or finish them because of time. Needless to say, it has been over 5 years since I really wrote or worked on my stories. I think I will pick up my old habit of writing :). I was also working on some screenplays too, which I think I will complete. I now have some unfinished projects to complete alongside with my lab work! I am pretty excited about everything right now. The positive results, the idea of kick-starting my writing again.... I think things are looking up :)
They had the Christmas tree lighting today on campus. The tree looks so beautiful. Everyone gathered around the tree, they gave out free eggnog (my first alcoholic eggnog) and then everyone sang Christmas carols. Everyone seemed so happy and cheerful. I think Christmas isn't too bad. It still hurts though to see all these couples together, I guess I am still bitter.
Today, I also did something I hardly ever did. I spoiled myself! I won a prize from my school to get a small TV and a DVD player from BestBuy. I sold my old TV to get some extra money. Now, I have a new flat screen TV and a small DVD player. I also got some DVDs, like Evil Dead, Evil Dead 2, Army of Darkness (yup, I am definitely a Sam Raimi/Bruce Campbell fan), the Punisher and for my sister, I got her the Seinfeld DVDs (for Christmas). I then decided to go to Bed, Bath and Beyond. I bought a new bookcase (the old one was falling apart) and a DVD rack. Now I have a bachelor pad! A well ORGANIZED bachelor pad! :p
I have decided to pace myself with goals every six months. So, by the time May comes around, I should:
1. Weigh 20 pounds lighter.
2. Finish my prethesis proposal.
3. Have a publication in the journal of comparative neurology.
4. Have a publication in neuroscience letters.
5. Have an application in for an National Institute of Health research grant.
6. Make headway into my short stories!
On another note, kirby cucumbers rock!
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| Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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7:38 pm
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You betray me. You treat me like shit. I still love you. I give you patience, I give you love, I give you devotion. You use me. You ignore me. You meet new people and you ignore me. Instead of inviting me and spending time with me when we get back together, you put me on hold. I will no longer wait. I will move on. I will make some other girl very very happy, and God willing, I will get that happiness, love, devotion and consideration back in return.
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| Monday, November 22nd, 2004
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9:58 am
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| Friday, November 12th, 2004
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2:50 pm - Oh hellz yeah!
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I am the recipient of the Hellenic Medical Society of New York Leonidas Lantzounis research grant!!! It was so out of the blue! Definitely something to lift my spirits. This is great. I will add this to my CV which may help me get an NRSA training grant. omg omg omg. I haven't been this happy in a really really really long time!! Now, my only wish is to have Margarita share this with me. She is my muse. i swear, I could have never done it without her.
current mood:  happy
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| Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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2:47 am - Yasser Arafat
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Well, he died today. Its interesting because he is hailed as such a hero for the palestinian cause. It has been revealed though that he was solely responsible for all the money and financial donations the Palestinians have been getting from other Arab countries and the UN. Furthermore, Arafat skimmed much of the money meant to easy poverty and unemployment for "his people" for his own investments. The man is worth over $100 million! He owns factories, real estate and stocks all around the world. His wife (who was an airline stewardess) will inherit all of it. The man was such a thief. I think he was the reason why the Palestinians didn't benefit from all the aid that was give to them. The aid was mismanaged and used to pay for Arafats personal purse. He is no hero. But he was the symbolic figurehead the the PLO and the palestinian people. The issue now is... who will be his successor? And what policiies will his successor will implement with Isreal. Anyway, just reading up on some news.
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| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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7:29 pm
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A person's character is defined by the actions conducted during times of difficulty. Will the person buckle and give up? Or will he tighten his belt, roll up his sleeves, suck in the gut and go another round? Today, through delayed immunohistochemistry on the slices I derived my tissue punches from, I found out that all my data I had accumulated throughout the summer was essentially useless. The punches were off and I did not get as much as the nuclei I wanted, which in essences, skewed my mRNA results. Now, there are many many ways I can interpret this situation. My primary feeling was horrible. Because it means I have wasted an entire summer and I have nothing to show for it (gee, lots of work and nothing tos how for it in science? wow, thats VERY unexpected). I also felt that now I have to rush to get enough data to contribute to the poster for neuroscience. Then, in a way, I felt relieved. I felt relieved because it meant that when I redo these experiments (under BETTER supervision and advice from my mentor), there is the possibility that I could find evidence that would support my idea for a thesis. It would also mean that the technique would be perfected and when I do the same procedure next time, there would be no questions asked about my data. This is a form of self improvement. I recall Chuck Palanuck's book, Fight Club. "Self improvement is not the answer. Maybe it is self destruction".
It was very humbling (sp?) when Chris basically spent a good hour telling me how I missed the punches and how my slices were too caudal or too rostral. He even suggested that Steve should make slices. I told him no thank you. I was making slices before steve even realized what he wanted to do with his life. So, tomorrow, I start new. I will make new punches. Pool the punches, extract the RNA, run a reverse transcription reaction and run light cycler. Get the data prepared and whatever comes of it, we include it. I am confident that I will get trhough it. It will take a lot of work (which I am expecting). Even though I have to redo these experiments, work on my prethesis proposal and work on many articles, I will roll up my sleeves, suck in my gut, tighten my belt and go another round.
Compound this with the fact that construction is starting on my parents house. Yeah, bring it on.
current mood:  working
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| Monday, September 27th, 2004
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7:34 pm
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My work has been progressing. Right now all engry is being focused on the neuroscience meeting in San Diego. I also have to start my directed readings with my boss, so I can just collect the A and raise my GPA. Also, gotta get that hustle for the prethesis proposal. I want to finish this damn program as soon as possible. I wish I was more productive over the summer time (not like that would make any difference now, because I have no offical class, per se).
Margarita's birthday was very nice. It was a two week thing. Last friday, she came up to Valhalla and I gave her roses, some books and chocolate. The next day, we went to the opera to see La Boheme. I have never been to the opera before and it was certainly a nice experience. I gave her a byzantine bracelet, which she liked. I am so happy that she enjoyed her birthday gifts. This past weekend, her parents were kind enough to take me out to dinner with margarita for her bday. We went to this nice local italian restaurant. It completely impressed me. I would like to go there again. the owner was a little animated and talkative, which was interesting. He called me a "son-in-law". On Sunday, we went to a wedding (margarita's dad's friend). It was kind of tricky to get there and yes, there was a wedding theme. Lots of wedding themes this weekend hahahaha. The wedding was good. I ate a lot, and we also danced a lot! Margarita's parents even danced! Lots of fun was had. I was so happy to be there and honored she invited me. I even got to take home the centerpiece (courtesy of my margie) and lots of glyka and candy apples. HOLLA! hahaha. Overall, I had a great weekend and I must say, for a monday, I have a productive start on the week.
Construction began today. They are making the foundation for the front of the house. All weekend I was clearing out the areas where work will be conducted. Spelios helped me move a lot of things. That kid is always helpful. I hope he realizes how much I appreciate his help. I could only wish my damn sister would open her eyes and find someone nice. I shouldn't complain though. Queens college has made her into a completely different person. She studies constantly. And when she is not studying, she is either reading the wall street journal (aww, a developing republican!) and volunteering at north shore.
Which reminds, the Light the night walk was a great success. I managed to raise $165 and margarita raised $255, plus Spelios and Chrissy joined us and donated $30 total. We all raised a total of $450. I enjoyed the walk, although it was sad to see people carrying banners of their loved ones who died of the cancer. It really put an identifiable face on leukemia and/or lymphoma. I want to start doing a little more. I want to volunteer at a hospital, maybe reading to kids or the elderly. I dunno, maybe donating some of my free time to doing some good. I must admit, Margarita has been my inspiration for the light the night walk. She always fills me with happy thoughts :)
I have been reading certain things about the Apocrypha, the alleged texts of the bible that were omited from the old and new testament. These include the Book of Enoch. It is interesting and would seem as a good leisure research and read. I think I would start on that after I finish my last Chuck Palanuck book, Survivor. I liked reading fight club, but there are just so many things fundamentally wrong with the concept of the book. In my opinion, it is a matter of choice. People choose their profession, their possessions and their position in life (hey, the three p's). So, why get angry at the world when you are unhappy? Ultimately, you should be angry at yourself. If you want to see a social angst movie, I would avoid fight club (which, ironically they are turning into a musical) and see Michael Douglas' Falling Down, which completely kicks ass. Falling Down summarizes the white man's plight in the modern society much much better (and more tasteful) than Fight Club.
Bush is ahead in the polls, which is good to see. I hope he can maintain the lead after the debates. I recall Lazio completely blundering his chances for senate in 2000 by his little performance against the rod-ham clinton.
As of recent, I have been thinking of this Pslam, (Pslam 2):
Why do the nations conspire and the peoples plot in vain? The kings of the earth take their stand
and the rulers gather together against the LORD and against his Anointed One. Let us break their chains, they say, and throw off their fetters. The One enthroned in heaven laughs;
the Lord scoffs at them. Then he rebukes them in his anger and terrifies them in his wrath, saying,
I have installed my King on Zion, my holy hill. I will proclaim the decree of the LORD:
He said to me, You are my Son; today I have become your Father. Ask of me, and I will make the nations your inheritance, the ends of the earth your possession. You will rule them with an iron scepter;
you will dash them to pieces like pottery. Therefore, you kings, be wise;
be warned, you rulers of the earth. Serve the LORD with fear and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son, lest he be angry and you be destroyed in your way, for his wrath can flare up in a moment. Blessed are all who take refuge in him.
I like the part that says "Ask of me, and I will make the nations your inheritance, the ends of the earth your possession. You will rule them with an iron scepter; you will dash them to pieces like pottery."
current mood: complacent
current music: Hymns to the Theotokos
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| Saturday, August 7th, 2004
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10:44 am - HA!
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| How to make a innerthought |
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
5 parts humour
5 parts beauty |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy! |
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| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
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9:13 pm - Things about NYMC that bother me....
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1. Its a medical school, run by the catholic church. The president of this medical college is not a medical doctor, not a business person, not a scientist, but a PRIEST!!!!!
2. Lab techs drive around in brand new BMWs. Professors drive in beat up toyota cameris. Grad students drive in dented honda civics.
3. We have had more internet outages and more network problems in the past year than I had at Cornell university in the past 4 years because the network administrator here is a stupid irish douche bag.
4. The school caters to medical students, ONLY. (not the graduate students).
5. Medical students are spoiled brats that need daily beatings because they leave all the free weights on the floor in the gym.
6. My room-mate is a full blooded eye-talian that has the iq of a guinea pig and it makes me wonder how the fuck did he get into medical school? (he also went to fordham, which comprises 50% of the student body here. I suspect a catholic connection).
7. Parking is atrocious, but there are plenty of parking spots. The reason why parking sucks here is because there is a good chance your car will be hit by either a soccer mom or a hispanic (as I have personally experienced AND witnessed).
8. Its in westchester. Westchester sucks balls. Take queens, remove the city grid, add in more soccer moms and you get westchester. I hate this place and I hate driving everywhere to get some stupid groceries.
9. the fact that NYMC campus shares space with the following: a mental hospital, a juvenile hall and a community pen. Oh man, this is a Jerry Bruckheimer movie waiting to happen.
10. The security guards at NYMC believe that science only occurs 9-5 Monday through Thursdays and 9-3 on Fridays. Anything happening before or after those times is prohibited and all lab doors must be locked.
11. The students (medical and graduate) act like this is high school all over again.
12. The library is small and inadequate. Not only do they not have most of the journals I need, but they also prohibit students from going into a part of the library that has old journals and books (instead they ask a 90 year old librarian to get it for you at a snails pace).
13. Campus store: everything overpriced.
I hate this place. How the fuck did I end up here? I want to finish my PhD and just leave!
One of these days, when I pass by the library and I see all those smug medical students and incompetent librarians in there, I want to pull down my pants and my boxers, press my cheeks on the window and blow.
I hate this place. How the fuck did I end up here? I want to finish my PhD and just leave!
Ahhhhhh, thats much much much better.
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8:37 pm - Legos! Because all the pieces fit!
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A lot has been going on recently. First and foremost, I turned 25 yesterday. Its hard to believe that I am a quarter of a century old and quite humbling by the fact that Vh1 has "Remember the 90s". I feel very old! I spent most of the weekend preceeding my birthday happily with Margarita. She came up to Valhalla on Friday. She made me lunch :) and it was yummy!!!! We spent some time together before heading down to queens. She makes me so happy, she makes everyday very nice. She gave me this nice picture frame with her graduation picture in it. Normally, I think some pictures do not do her any justice. Its hard to capture such radiant beauty on film! (hey, thats what I think!) but her picture is really really nice. I put it next to my alarm clock, so she is the first thing I see when I wake up.
Friday night strolled by and the planned gathering of Spelios, Chrissy, Margarita and myself fell through due to utter exhaustion from the week. Chrissy and me ended up going to Athens cafe. I finally met her "friend" Matt in the absence of blairing loud music. Honestly, he is a nice guy. A little dense, but a nice guy. Very respectful (as evident by the placement of his cigarette under the table). I can definitely see him as a friend, but nothing more for my sister. I hope she doesn't dick him around.
On Saturday, I went to the beach (yay!) and had a blast. Although it was windy and the water not so warm, Margarita and I got some rays and relaxed. She looked very beautiful in a bathing suit and I am looking forward to favorable weather on saturday so we could go to the beach again. Saturday night, she took me to the last cigar bastion in Bayside (and also a great steak house, where I had the most amazing steak ever), Uncle Jacks. They are very upscale for an establishment on bell blvd. For one, its over 25 to be allowed in (how convenient) and there is a strict dress code for the bar (and hence to smoke cigars). Really high class, really charming. The bartenders were very friendly and we talked about cigars and wine. I had a single barrel Jack Daniels (very very smooth) and Margarita had the imperial drink (Bombay Saphire and tonic, its British). The food was amazing, the service was spectacular. They gave us cake, compliments of the steakhouse and free steak sauce because it was my birthday. It was very very nice. After dinner, we enjoyed our aged Romeo y Julietas over wine (Hogue, not St. Francis). An amazing night, just amazing. Excellent company, great food, great drinks, and great cigars. My "friends" couldn't join us for drinks afterwards. They were at a nearby cafe and I guess they were tired of doing nothing all day (its an exhaustive job). Telly told me that they are planning to move the next day. This was all of a sudden. I felt foolish looking up places for him since he received the list that same day! I am thinking twice before I give him anymore help (wait till the next day!).
Sunday. I spent the morning in church which was nice. Then I helped my dad fixing stuff in the garage and building a holder for the wheel barrel. I also drove him around doing errands. Telly calls me and asks me for money. I couldn't believe it! A 31 year old working man asking me, a graduate student (no significant source of income) for money! And what do I do? I give him the asked $150. Now, the line is drawn. I am not helping this kid anymore. I get ignored and then I lend money. I doubt I will see that money again. The most interesting thing is......
I go over the place he is hiding his "fiance". It is a run down building that is two doors down from his parents house. The apartment hides not only Kathy (the "fiance"), but also a cache of weapons AND narcotics (weed, and "nose-candy"). The minute I find that out, I high tail it outta there and get showered, and shaved and I pick up the love of my life. She was wearing this pink dress that looked absolutely GORGEOUS!!! We (Margarita + my family + me) go to the new greek restaurant that opened near my house. The food was also very nice and I think, overall we had a great time. Margarita, for my bday, gave me an ipod (fourth generation, thank you very much). It kicks ass! I was never expecting anything!! I was content with the food and the picture frame and such. The ipod is like, supercool. I am in the process of putting my entire CD collection on it. I will use it in the lab. Today, I showed it off to my boss and he got jealous. A wonderful gift. I had a wonderful birthday weekend.
Monday, at the morning lab meeting, I was surprised with Krispy creme donuts and well wishes. I was not expecting the lab to remember my bday, but hey, it was nice! And speaking of lab stuff, we have the aged mice (DKO and WTs) needed to proceed with the micro array project. The RT-PCR project is proceeding nicely, with interesting results and the project to determine influence of age and gender on expression of varied genes has started. I have three projects going on plus working on my prethesis proposal. Everything is proceeding nicely. My suspicions of people hijacking my project were unfounded. Everything is going well and I am happy about it.
In guinea pig news, Penelope is pregnant and I am expecting her to give birth any moment now. Basically the pelvic bones have separated from sunday night, so, literally, any moment now.
New room-mates are good. They clean up after themselves and I get along much better with Josh rather than James (because we are not competing on who has greater muscle mass).
My sister is starting her masters program at queens college, the kaplan program and the volunteering program at north shore. I honestly think everything is improving with her and in a year or two, she will be in medical school.
Also, i need to remember this for later: Laurel Lake Syrah goes great with beef stew.
current mood: content
current music: American Way - Crystal Method (ON IPOD!!)
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| Thursday, July 1st, 2004
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12:35 pm - Why I am a Republican....
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Father Daughter Talk
A young woman was about to finish her first year of
college. Like so many others her age she considered
herself to be a very liberal Democrat and was for
distribution of all wealth. She felt deeply ashamed
that her father was a rather staunch Republican which
she expressed openly.
One day she was challenging her father on his beliefs
and his opposition to higher taxes on the rich & more
welfare programs. In the middle of her heart felt
diatribe based upon the lectures she had from her far
left professors at her school, he stopped her and
asked her point blank, how she was doing in school.
She answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA,
and let him know that it was tough to maintain. That
she had to study all the time, never had time to go
out and party like other people she knew. She didn't
even have time for a boyfriend and didn't really have
many college friends because of spending all her time
studying. That she was taking a more difficult
curriculum.
Her father listened and then asked, "How is your
friend Mary."
She replied, "Mary is barely getting by", she
continued, "all she has is barely a 2.0 GPA" adding,
"and all she takes are easy classes and she never
studies." But to explain further she continued
emotionally, "But Mary is so very popular on campus,
college for her is a blast, she goes to all the
parties all the time and very often doesn't even show
up for classes because she is too hung over."
Her father then asked his daughter, "Why don't you go
to the Dean's office and ask him to deduct a 1.0 off
your 4.0 GPA and give it to her friend who only had a
2.0." He continued, "That way you will both have a
3.0 GPA and certainly that would be a fair equal
distribution of GPA."
The daughter visibly shocked by the fathers suggestion
angrily fired back, "That wouldn't be fair! I worked
really hard for mine, I did without and Mary has done
little or nothing, she played while I worked real
hard!"
The father slowly smiled and said, "Welcome to the
Republican Party."
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1:17 am - Sleep, but can't!!!!
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My new room-mates are in the process of moving in. They moved a couch in the living room. I cleaned and moved some stuff around and threw out all of my ex-room-mates shit. God, I hope these guys are cleaner and they don't mind the guinea pigs. I took this personality quiz, I dunno. This is what it came up with:
"You are an SRDL--Sober Rational Destructive Leader. This makes you a mob boss. You are the ultimate alpha person and even your friends give you your space. You can't stand whiners, weaklings, schlemiels or schlemozzles. You don't make many jokes, but when you do, others laugh out loud. They must.
People often turn to you for advice, and wisely. You are calm in a crisis, cautious in a tempest, and attuned to even the finest details. Yours is the profile of a smart head for business and a dangerous enemy.
You have a natural knack for fashion and occupy a suit like a matinee idol. Your charisma is striking and without artifice. You are generous, thoughtful, and appreciate life's finer things.
Please don't kick my ass."
hahaha. Damn RIGHT!
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